I Peter 1:18
"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine."
You have been my Redeemer.
Saving me from pitiful predicaments
—though many were created from my own weak will.
Rescuing me from perilous places
—though at times I have gone willingly and sometimes I have stumbled in the dark.
Ransoming me from the enemy
—though often my own choices brought me to his territory.
Protecting me from myself
—though often I have not acknowledged or taken responsibility for my poor
The reality is your redemption does not end. It is not a one-time event in history. Your redemption is a continual theme in this brief story of mine.
But in the finite frailty of my humanness I could not comprehend that your redemption restores spoils I was unaware had been raided and plundered.
Your redemption of Tamera (and anyone reading these words) reaches back into the past and stretches forward into the future. Incredibly your redemption is also NOW. You are summoning me by name here in my present—in the daily profane and holy now of my life.
Your redemption leads to restoration far beyond what and where I was before. You will not take me to that place again. You will take me beyond—into the richness of your abundance—into the broadness and depths of your grace.
I am stunned
I thought I understood the beauty and joy of your redemption. I believed I had seen and experienced your riches. I thought I understood your bowl of blessing for me. I thought I had seen a glimpse of the trailing essence of your glory.
I was and am short-sighted.
Oh my God, correct my vision!